Cantcatchmylove's Journals

Up Jump Tha Boogie

Just say

"I have no idea what you're talking about"

When all the lies start spilling out

It will never be the same again

He said she said

Don't waste your time and try to lie I found you out in a blink of an eye

June 5

Hey Mr. Wonderful

What's the news today are you going to take another young lovers heart away, you never did never said none of the right things but the way you got my mind is making me go insane.

Rain Checks

I keep comparing myself to her and all of these wordsâ�¦razor blades never seemed like an answer and trust me they will never be I can't find me in a locked bathroomâ�¦..

You make me calm you make me sane I never wanted to be figured out because with out the countless guessing of who I am there's not much more to me. Don't run away from your problems because all it will do is find you then catch you and put you up in a vulnerable place this bad blood that we have accumulated yes thought we hated each other has turned okay again?

We all know how I am going to take this

There's no way to hide and fake this

We all know where I'm going to take this

Goâ�¦

Secrects

Secrets lied

Secrets told

They bended and finally fold

They sold you out but

Kept you in

And you wonder why I'm

Not your friend

You're just as clichÃ© as the next line goes

-I was perfectly devastated when I gave up on all hope-

Being A Hopeless Romantic Has Never Looked So Good

(All I really wanted to tell (you) was thanks for giving up on me when the price was nothing more than free ...and the journey was just beginning to begin.)

that I liked you more than you would have ever known but like they say this ship has sailed and you didn't even bother to say good so ill do it for you for us, its funny to think that you don't know who this is for and your reading it hey I may just be talking directly to you ...who knows, all I know is that im terrified to tell the person I like that I like them because nobody likes rejection nobody does....... and im just not ready to put my self in a vulnerable position like that ..........not yet

so for now I have nothing more to well I have nothing more that's worth talking about

Xo,

Mercedes

Got to catch my breathe

It's a little hard to remember after what you did to me .........

Haven't you heard giving up in is this year

but your mistakes weren't stupid just willfully ignorant you can join the club I've got a lifetime membership.

Yo

You can't hold me for anything I say because I'm not sure who I am today

I can't pick between a liar or a fake they both seem mighty fine

But it is in your take

Take my hand, hold your

Breatheâ�¦.

When all else fails

Oh yeah you caught me my words are my only weapons I have right now and I know I have to use them to their fullest, make every syllable count. But Iâ�™ve noticed no matter how much I prepare it doesnâ�™t work that way with youâ�¦ you cant let your mouth write checks that you cant cash out any longer because your running up a tab(loidâ�™s wet dream) and I for one cant help that out any longerâ�¦stop caring what others think

getsomesleep.itwillhelp.trustme.

The knives in my back are starting to turn on me and the rust is getting into my head but it canâ�™t get any better than this and nobody can get better with out being broken in some way to begin with

and why is giving up so wrong I gave up on all hope â�¦ it didnâ�™t do much at all, all it did was lead me back to(you) the same place I was in, in the same state of mindâ�¦..

Like pennies we are starting to loose our worth

Now I know I canâ�™t stop you from breaking my heart and I know we can easily tear apart youâ�™re a lot of things a wish I could be and I just hope to god this can stop bothering meâ�¦â�¦

-----honestly how many lies could you have possibly told, I interviewed your heart and it sold out your soulâ�¦â�¦..

This may seem like a dream

But I'm not getting any sleep

Your not either I can tell

You this in

Anywaysâ�¦â�¦. your heart is set up like a maze

Getting my way in is the hardest thing I think I can

Do you even care that youâ�™re the glare in every photograph I

Have you thought of all the many ways your simply words can make me go

Insane is just one of the many words that describe my mood

Right now love is in the air and its coming our way fast just hope we can handle

It but for now I'm trying to go to sleep so ill start counting my

Sheep and waiting for them to knock some sense into your

Head down stairs to hear them say god is good god is great but you can be too if you just

Change the way you think and if anything would happen to you ill lend a helping hand

Ill be there by your side through the thick and thin

Over the icy watersâ�¦â�¦â�¦

Always calling out â�œjust kiss me goodnight I never knew the secrets you suppliedâ�â�¦..